Same to you

Sya: Thanks... haha... U too... When u need me, i will come... Haha...

Today so happy... Got a call fron one of the job I applied... Haha... They ask me go for a interview... YES YES YES... Thanks sya... I mean thanks for ur encouragement.. Thanks... Haha.. I LOVE YOU

Poor thing

My dar dar(qing) sick... Just now MSN her, she like busy, so i ask her... Who know this gal sick for 1 week le... Very poor thing hor... She's coughing... Then i told her to talk next time... Cozy she sick mah, like her rest first... Haha...

Next is, SY(mei nu)... I have to call her Mei Nu, if not she don wanna answer me... Haha... I don know what have happen again... But i have said before...No matter what happen... When she needs me i will help her... WILL!!... She will always be my Mei Nu...

Next is, Weiwen... She never do well for her N'level and never attend school lesson during the holiday... Then now, the school rejected her... I ask her seriously if she wanna study... She said yes... Hope the school will give her another chance, if not where can she go?

Next is me... I cant get a job... haha... Still looking for 1... Haiz... So poor things... Rot at home... Haha... I'm rotting

Oh ya, by the way... I just got back from Guangzhou not long ago... Now rotting at home... Yesterday just went sauna with vanessa... Wow... Great... The steam in that room... Wow... Great... I don know how to explain, but really great... Then vanessa and me chat chat chat... Haha... We KPO lah... Start saying about our holiday... She went KL and i went Guangzhou... We start saying about the things we have bought... Haha... Really very fun... Anyway this holiday... I really gain a lot of different experiences... Haha...

how?

I wanna work else where... Work for my mum, like very boring... Work for half day then may be the next few days not working... this make me more tire and feeling more boring... I wanna try coffee-bean... My tuition teacher told me before that, working in coffee-bean will allow me to know more people and understand that there are many different kind of people in the world... I really hope that i can get a chance to experience this... But now i'm working for my mum, and when i thought of her working alone, where she have to push the stuff all by herself... I don know what to do... Can anyone give me some comment? Should i work else where, where i can know more people? Or should i just carry on working for my mum? Somebody... Pls help me...

So boring

This few days really very boring... When I'm free, i have to keep my things... My study-room is like... OMG... Hmmm... Like... After a war? Haha... But really messy... Then the first day after my exam... My sis complain le..." Xuanwen, this few days, when you are free... keep your things!" Haha... I never bother her... Till this few days... When i'm really boring... I clean my room... Haha

Today do the same thing... But not room... Is my lauggae... Cozy this saturday going Guangzhou le... So must keep my things first... Tml i will go Tiong to buy some sour palm... If my mum never keep her things... May be i will wait till tonight... OMG... I'm really bored... BORED...

No going to work...

This whole week and next week not going to work... Cozy my mum cant find places to sell her shoes and we are leaving on next week.... Go there see can find any nice shoes or not... Then bring it back to Singapore to sell... Haha... So much more cheaper than my mum buying the shoes from Singapore... haha... Then I will be able to be online and chat to Qing... But don know if she can chat or not... Cozy of her finger and her exam...

Qing:Good luck for ur exam... Don worry about me... I will wait for you... Don worry... And take care of ur finger... If not cannot write fast... K...

Bye bye

I will be going to Guangzhou at 9 of dec... Bye bye everyone... Don miss me... Haha... I think it will be fun... But my sister is not going with me... Nobody to take care of me... So ask daddy to look after me... haha... i scare later with my mummy, then i will quarrel with her... cozy we have the same character... that we always quarrel... but never mind... both of us know about it... And will try to tolerate... haha...

Anybody out there got PDA? My brother need... He wanna rent from someone... Price negotiate.... anyone?

So poor thing

Yesterday read yuqing and mine blog... Our combine blog... know that she hurt her finger... OMG... So careless and funny... Haha... But very poor thing... FINGER!!! We need them to do things... Haiz... Hope she is feeling better...

Today work for my mum again... Today wake up at 6.10a.m... Who know my mum is already ready... Scare me... I thought i'm late... But not... My mum cant sleep... Don know why lah... But she say she cant sleep... Don wanna ask too much... later she scold me KPO...Haha... Today's business was not as good as yesterday... Today got lots of aunties... They like to 'quarrel' with us... We already sell it at $10 they still wanna ask for $8... OMG... Then we told them patiently that shopping centre are selling it at $16... Then they just throw the shoes and walk off... Haiz... Real sad to know that Singapore got this kind of people...

Yesterday and today...

Yesterday never write because no time... Yesterday i was helping my mum selling her shoes... Quite fun... I can count money too... Haha... Then after that when i reach home i slept...From 3p.m to 6p.m... haha... I know i'm a pig... But you see, you have to understand i have to wake up at 6a.m... Ok... I'm just finding an excuse... Haha...

Today did the same thing... Sell shoes... Because of this i never go to Ngee Ann... Wasted... Wanna know what they do there... But family member in-front of this rest... Today work at commonwealth there... Earn quite a lot... A lot of maids come and buy from us, and they buy 3pairs... Not 1 pair...THEY BOUGHT 3PAIRS... They are really rich... Haha... And through today i learn another thing... That is.., to be real patient... They can try all kinds of shoes and I have to take their size... Then they will tell you they don want... OMG... Some worse... They don want then they just throw it back to you... Haiz... but it's ok... Cozy i wanna earn their money... Haha... SO it's ok...

Finally

Today did something that are more meaningful... Today i still go out with my mum... We went around looking at shoes(cozy my mum is selling shoes) then my mum make orders... Through there i saw a lot of different kinds of shoes... And that... Shoes are actually not that expensive... Can only say not very expensive, i cannot say out the range of sum... Haha... Not very nice to say out... Then after that we went to a market... Then we through of selling those disney floor map at $9/$10... If anyone saw this blog, tell me if u will buy the disney floor map... Ya... Thanks a lot...

P/N:Sya: What i have promise you i will do it... Ya... I promise... And thanks for ur promises too... Haha... Thanks

Blog again

Continue from the below blog... Today went out with mummy again... We went to look for things that i can sell... And i saw this Disney floor map... It look nice... And i thought of selling that... May be I will begin with 20 floor maps... Haha... Depends on how it work... Oh ya, before going out with my mum... I play game... haha.. It's called cake maria... I think so... I downloaded then play for i think 2hours... Never bother to have my lunch... haha... Till my mum start nagging then i eat... haha... Anyway it's still the same... 'rotting'... Haha... But it's OK because i will be working very soon... Treat this as my breaks...

Today chat with my cousin in MSN, i realise she is clever but because of her family problems she like don wanna study... I'm doing my very best to listen to her... I'm trying to comfort her... Hope i can... But i can only share with her my childhood days when i felt that my mummy is bias... I told her to be patient and that when her younger sidings wanna quarrel with her.. Smile back or just keep quiet... They will feel boring because nobody will play along with them... I told her to try... It takes a long time to learn this 'skill' but it will be useful... Haha...

I have decided

I have decided not to stead with that guy... Hmmm... I don think it's a good idea to stead with him... I would like to stay single till i start working... If i can i would stay single... Haha... May be I'm not ready to have a relationship... Sometimes when he keep on smsing me i felt very very irritated... But when he don sms me, i hope he sms me... What i want? I also don know... That's why i feels that i'm not ready... Really not very ready... Seen like i wanna start a relationship but i don want others to ask so much about me... Haha... I DON KNOW LAH... Anyway, for now... I will not start any relationship... Haha...

Will blog again... Cozy now is only 10.34a.m... Just the beginning of my day... Still got a long way... So wait till tonight... I will blog about what I've done... haha... Bye bye

Should I?

Today did nothing again... Nothing meaningful... Just go out with my family... I think this few months of holiday, i will be able to build up a stronger bond with my family... Haha... Cozy i'm like contributing my every hours and seconds with them... I wanna work but my mum wants me to help her... I'm thinking of helping her but also wanna work outside... Somehow felt that i'm being protected by them... never mind... I will work for her... Haha...

Get to know this guy... His cool and handsome... I don know if it's a good idea to go with him... Since beginning of the year he have been with me... But not stead... I rejected him, i think twice... But till not he is still waiting... I dare not like him, cozy he is so handsome... And to me, the more handsome you are... The more flirty you will be... I know it's every one's dream to find a guy like him.. There is something good about him, he's really caring and would put his GF in the second place, cozy the first place is his family.. haha... If you ask me about his character, i will tell you he's really great... He is willingly to stop playing his basketball to accompany his GF... Not every boys can do that... haha...But i don think he is serious... I have told Qing about him, Qing encourage me to be with him... But.... I don know... Till know i'm still thinking... Should i? Or shouldn't i?

I want BBQ

Yesterday should have a BBQ after finish helping mummy... Who knows... SICK!!!!!!!... After half way through helping my mum, i vomited... Can't eat anything... So sad... Then i thought of sleeping for a while... May be i will feel better and go for the BBQ... OMG... I didn't help... Cozy of this my mum went home earlier... So sorry... Haiz... With i reached home i sleep again... Haha... From 3 to 7 haha... Is about 4hours... Then after that i sleep at 11p.m wake up at 8... My whole day is like sleeping lor... Later i will ask for another BBQ... I don care... I want BBQ... Hmmm... We'll meet again k...

miss you...

Today chat with qing... know that her mum is sick, but till now still haven get well... So sad... Haiz... Yet i cant stay beside her to comfort her... Felt so useless... Haiz... But i'm glad she is fine there... Still got a BF to walk with her... Haha... A bf to overcome all this problem... So good... Haha... Hope they will be together for as long as possible... Since i cant be with her... This man shall stay beside her and take over my job... Haha... So called job...

Yesterday, never go for grad nite... At home talk to veron... A girl who will always be with me... and when i need comfort, she's always there... But this time round... I got a chance to comfort her... I don think i would wanna say what happen to her... Cozy she will not to happy... Veron... No matter which choice you chose... I will support you... Most importantly is, u must be happy...

Later going to vivo city with the others to buy the BBQ stuff... Later come back if got time i will blog... See how's the trip to vivo... If got something special... i will write to let all of u know... Haha... Bye bye...

Money minded

Yesterday went for a job interview... I meet the lady at 5 and till 6 she's still not there... So i called her and tell her that " I'm not suitable for this job" Actually not only because she's late, it's also because her paid is too low... They are giving $4.50/hour... Therefore not very interested... Haha... Money minded... I know... But can't help... If she offering me $4.50/hour, i would rather help my mum...

Today went out with mum... Did nothing... Just like rotting around... Haha... Keep on thinking, why i never study? Haha... Quite uncomfortable... Haha... So lame... But it's true... veyr boring... when i reach home it's about 2.15p.m... then about 3 i sleep... sleep till 5... cozy there's really nothing to do... haha... I'm rotting!!!!!!!!

My title

Got this tittle from a conversation with my tuition teacher... She make me realise that i use to be unhappy about the incident... No matter what it is... No matter whether who have 'betrayed' me or who have make me sad... All of this will still be my memories... I should actually say thanks to everyone... Cozy everyone of you have been part of my life and memories... It may not be a beautiful one... But because of this 'ugly' memories, it would make the others memories beautiful... And by now... when i recall my past... It's really funny... So childish... and i hope through working experiences, it will make me become more mature... And more importantly.. To tolerate others... Thanks to everyone for being part of my life and memories... Thanks... From now on we should start a new 'life' a new chapter is about to begin...