Yesterday and today...

Yesterday never write because no time... Yesterday i was helping my mum selling her shoes... Quite fun... I can count money too... Haha... Then after that when i reach home i slept...From 3p.m to 6p.m... haha... I know i'm a pig... But you see, you have to understand i have to wake up at 6a.m... Ok... I'm just finding an excuse... Haha...

Today did the same thing... Sell shoes... Because of this i never go to Ngee Ann... Wasted... Wanna know what they do there... But family member in-front of this rest... Today work at commonwealth there... Earn quite a lot... A lot of maids come and buy from us, and they buy 3pairs... Not 1 pair...THEY BOUGHT 3PAIRS... They are really rich... Haha... And through today i learn another thing... That is.., to be real patient... They can try all kinds of shoes and I have to take their size... Then they will tell you they don want... OMG... Some worse... They don want then they just throw it back to you... Haiz... but it's ok... Cozy i wanna earn their money... Haha... SO it's ok...

Finally

Today did something that are more meaningful... Today i still go out with my mum... We went around looking at shoes(cozy my mum is selling shoes) then my mum make orders... Through there i saw a lot of different kinds of shoes... And that... Shoes are actually not that expensive... Can only say not very expensive, i cannot say out the range of sum... Haha... Not very nice to say out... Then after that we went to a market... Then we through of selling those disney floor map at $9/$10... If anyone saw this blog, tell me if u will buy the disney floor map... Ya... Thanks a lot...

P/N:Sya: What i have promise you i will do it... Ya... I promise... And thanks for ur promises too... Haha... Thanks

Blog again

Continue from the below blog... Today went out with mummy again... We went to look for things that i can sell... And i saw this Disney floor map... It look nice... And i thought of selling that... May be I will begin with 20 floor maps... Haha... Depends on how it work... Oh ya, before going out with my mum... I play game... haha.. It's called cake maria... I think so... I downloaded then play for i think 2hours... Never bother to have my lunch... haha... Till my mum start nagging then i eat... haha... Anyway it's still the same... 'rotting'... Haha... But it's OK because i will be working very soon... Treat this as my breaks...

Today chat with my cousin in MSN, i realise she is clever but because of her family problems she like don wanna study... I'm doing my very best to listen to her... I'm trying to comfort her... Hope i can... But i can only share with her my childhood days when i felt that my mummy is bias... I told her to be patient and that when her younger sidings wanna quarrel with her.. Smile back or just keep quiet... They will feel boring because nobody will play along with them... I told her to try... It takes a long time to learn this 'skill' but it will be useful... Haha...

I have decided

I have decided not to stead with that guy... Hmmm... I don think it's a good idea to stead with him... I would like to stay single till i start working... If i can i would stay single... Haha... May be I'm not ready to have a relationship... Sometimes when he keep on smsing me i felt very very irritated... But when he don sms me, i hope he sms me... What i want? I also don know... That's why i feels that i'm not ready... Really not very ready... Seen like i wanna start a relationship but i don want others to ask so much about me... Haha... I DON KNOW LAH... Anyway, for now... I will not start any relationship... Haha...

Will blog again... Cozy now is only 10.34a.m... Just the beginning of my day... Still got a long way... So wait till tonight... I will blog about what I've done... haha... Bye bye

Should I?

Today did nothing again... Nothing meaningful... Just go out with my family... I think this few months of holiday, i will be able to build up a stronger bond with my family... Haha... Cozy i'm like contributing my every hours and seconds with them... I wanna work but my mum wants me to help her... I'm thinking of helping her but also wanna work outside... Somehow felt that i'm being protected by them... never mind... I will work for her... Haha...

Get to know this guy... His cool and handsome... I don know if it's a good idea to go with him... Since beginning of the year he have been with me... But not stead... I rejected him, i think twice... But till not he is still waiting... I dare not like him, cozy he is so handsome... And to me, the more handsome you are... The more flirty you will be... I know it's every one's dream to find a guy like him.. There is something good about him, he's really caring and would put his GF in the second place, cozy the first place is his family.. haha... If you ask me about his character, i will tell you he's really great... He is willingly to stop playing his basketball to accompany his GF... Not every boys can do that... haha...But i don think he is serious... I have told Qing about him, Qing encourage me to be with him... But.... I don know... Till know i'm still thinking... Should i? Or shouldn't i?

I want BBQ

Yesterday should have a BBQ after finish helping mummy... Who knows... SICK!!!!!!!... After half way through helping my mum, i vomited... Can't eat anything... So sad... Then i thought of sleeping for a while... May be i will feel better and go for the BBQ... OMG... I didn't help... Cozy of this my mum went home earlier... So sorry... Haiz... With i reached home i sleep again... Haha... From 3 to 7 haha... Is about 4hours... Then after that i sleep at 11p.m wake up at 8... My whole day is like sleeping lor... Later i will ask for another BBQ... I don care... I want BBQ... Hmmm... We'll meet again k...

miss you...

Today chat with qing... know that her mum is sick, but till now still haven get well... So sad... Haiz... Yet i cant stay beside her to comfort her... Felt so useless... Haiz... But i'm glad she is fine there... Still got a BF to walk with her... Haha... A bf to overcome all this problem... So good... Haha... Hope they will be together for as long as possible... Since i cant be with her... This man shall stay beside her and take over my job... Haha... So called job...

Yesterday, never go for grad nite... At home talk to veron... A girl who will always be with me... and when i need comfort, she's always there... But this time round... I got a chance to comfort her... I don think i would wanna say what happen to her... Cozy she will not to happy... Veron... No matter which choice you chose... I will support you... Most importantly is, u must be happy...

Later going to vivo city with the others to buy the BBQ stuff... Later come back if got time i will blog... See how's the trip to vivo... If got something special... i will write to let all of u know... Haha... Bye bye...

Money minded

Yesterday went for a job interview... I meet the lady at 5 and till 6 she's still not there... So i called her and tell her that " I'm not suitable for this job" Actually not only because she's late, it's also because her paid is too low... They are giving $4.50/hour... Therefore not very interested... Haha... Money minded... I know... But can't help... If she offering me $4.50/hour, i would rather help my mum...

Today went out with mum... Did nothing... Just like rotting around... Haha... Keep on thinking, why i never study? Haha... Quite uncomfortable... Haha... So lame... But it's true... veyr boring... when i reach home it's about 2.15p.m... then about 3 i sleep... sleep till 5... cozy there's really nothing to do... haha... I'm rotting!!!!!!!!

My title

Got this tittle from a conversation with my tuition teacher... She make me realise that i use to be unhappy about the incident... No matter what it is... No matter whether who have 'betrayed' me or who have make me sad... All of this will still be my memories... I should actually say thanks to everyone... Cozy everyone of you have been part of my life and memories... It may not be a beautiful one... But because of this 'ugly' memories, it would make the others memories beautiful... And by now... when i recall my past... It's really funny... So childish... and i hope through working experiences, it will make me become more mature... And more importantly.. To tolerate others... Thanks to everyone for being part of my life and memories... Thanks... From now on we should start a new 'life' a new chapter is about to begin...